Will I succumb to this invitation?

I'm still up and lively as it dawns upon me that it's already half past twelve here, waaaaaay past my bed time. I just love tinkering things in these wee hours of the morning, or in my own terms, loitering around the Internet. As I was busily tracking down of the web sites I've been registered to, I remembered feeding my KPOP appetite with visiting www.allkpop.com and guess what I stumbled upon? DANDANANDANDANDAAAAAAAN!

http://www.allkpop.com/2011/12/allkpops-big-bang-2ne1-giveaway-with-me2day which contains this text:

With allkpop‘s 12 Days of Christmas Giveaway coming to a close, we’ve decided to wrap up the year and greet 2012 with one final giveaway! As many of you know, me2day is a widely popular social networking service used by Korea’s hottest celebrities, including Big Bang and 2NE1.

Speaking of these two groups, VIPs and Blackjacks are in for a treat: allkpop is giving away fourautographed copies of Big Bang’s Special Edition Album and four autographed copies of 2NE1′s2nd Album for this event! What a way to end 2011 and start a new year with the YG family, right?

Since this is our final giveaway of the year, we’re going to make participation as easy as possible. Joining takes four simple steps…

1. Sign up for a me2day account
2. Friend me2stars on me2day
3. Friend us on allkpop’s official me2day page
4. Leave a comment on any of allkpop’s me2day posts at the allkpop official me2day page link above

You may leave as many comments as you’d like, but keep in mind that excessive spamming will automatically disqualify you from the giveaway.

The contest starts on December 26th, 2011 and ends at 11:59PM EST on January 9th, 2012. Eight winners will be picked at random and announced next month.

For more information on me2day go to me2day global page here.

Best of luck!   

(For those of you being directed to the Korean version of me2day, scroll down to the very bottom of the page, and click on “English”)

Yes, that's what it contained. As much as I love (no, make that crazy over) BIG BANG and 2NE1, and I have an existing me2day account (www.me2day.net/peppermintgirl17), and want to have autographed albums, I have the strong compulsion not to join this commotion. Why? Because I know that deep within me, I do not have the luck or blessing that can make me win this competition. I know I feel like a sour grape but I haven't really been lucky with these things (kudos to my dad who is, after winning a single gas stove at a party). Yes sometimes I sour grape as to why S. Korea is so far away from my country (both geographically and economically), and as to why I can't avail of perks from Idols. As a confession, I'd very much appreciate a signature or anything from G-Dragon at all, I don't mind as long as it's from Jiyong Oppa and I'd be dawdling at it for a very long time.

But I've made my decision, and I'm not entering this contest. I'd rather loiter around the Internet some more, maybe make this blog my new room, update my fan fictions, draw some more, sulk some more, check allkpop and boom = my life on Christmas break. I know I pretty much write about my personal rants and if someone checks this out, he'll/she'll be like, "Uhh.. What's she talking about?" That's the beauty of myself, I am an eccentric little girl who would talk to herself and make damn weird choices of words.

mood: I feel so blue and close to tears at the moment, how my mood changes so often